Patience,Faith,Hope

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2009-12-15T13:34:00.001-08:00

AQH'S BACXK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heyhey

2009-07-21T20:55:00.000-07:00

Hey guys..its mie again....
juz gonna write a short post....
So here it goes.....
First of all i wanna thank my frenz for wishing me happy birthdae ytd....
They are ''Zulkhairi,Nami,Nirmal,Fatimah,Salihin,Nasir,Amira,Devona,Nisa,Hanis,Shahidah,Ruzailyn, Firdaus T,Mas,Akid,Syukri,my ITE frenz n Tagged frenz...
Not forgetting my mum,my dad n my bro 4 wishing mie too...
Hahahahahaha!!!!
Tcz....

2009-07-15T10:14:00.000-07:00

Here i am again...
Juz wanna post sumtink b4 i shutdown my comp...hahazz...
Well lpk wif my frenz todae....had a fun tym todae..
Lots of laughter....wakakaka!!!...lol....
Aniwaez.....next week is racial harmony day...
Maybe gonna come down YSS...its not confirm yet...so we'll see..

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY HASIF!!!..MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COMES TRUE...

2009-07-11T11:10:00.001-07:00

Here i am again....
Blogging again....
Hmmm...lets see....
Well todae went out for awhile...
Met Arshad,n headed towards Ahmad's house...
Along the way,i called Ahmad,bt he didnt pick up the phone...
And wad does dt means...Ahmad bin Nanwar tido mati!!!!...
Called hym at least 6 times...n then hys little brother picked up the phone...
Told hys little brother to wake hym up...n so he did...
Told Ahmad dt mie n Arshad will be waiting 4 hym at pndk...
Soon he came....n we started practicing the songs we wanted to play when we want to jam...
Dtz all....
Gonna lpk wif zul ltr at 3plus....hahaz...
n im currently listening to Green day's 21GUNS...
The songs juz so damn nice....

AQH HOPES EVERYTHING IS FINE...WHEN WILL WE MEET AGAIN?..

2009-07-10T10:07:00.000-07:00

Hey! Hey! Hey!
Aqh is bck....
Juz bored,so decided to blog...
Well the time now is currently 1.25am....
Im feeling sleepy ryte nw...hehe....
Ate alot today....n im still full ryte now...
Hahahazz....Alot of ppl hav been shock after looking at mie....
n u guys wanna noe y?...
The answer is bcoz im fat..they didnt tot i would grow fat bt i did...
Hahahazz....wad else can i do now....all i can do is eat....sleep..go skul...n it repeats....
Thats my everyday life ryte nw...
See the second pix,dt was mie when i was thin....nw im a totally different aqh...
I told sumone dt im gonna bring down my weight..i told dt sumone in 3mnths..i'll be the thinner aqh...Hahahahazzz.....heeeeee......
I WILL!!....
So juz wait n see aitez.....
Well till here tcz....
Aqh will be bck wif another post...

Be patience kaez....there is always sumtink bad dt will happen,bt there will be gd things happening too....so stay strong,be strong...dun give up..dere's still hope...coz i believe it...so shud u...i noe wad u r goin thru ryte nw..so im here to help...coz dtz wad aqh do...he helps,he cares..he doesnt want u to get hurt..eversince dae one till nw....im alwaez here if u nid mie...

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2009-06-26T07:12:00.000-07:00

Hey yaw!!!...
Its mie...aqh...was bored...
So decided to blog....
Lets talk about 2dae....hmm...
Watched news,and i was shocked 4 a moment..
My favourite idol, Michael Jackson aka Mikhael Jackson dies..
He died at the age of 50yrs old...
He was my favourite idol since my childhood...sniff2...
Nw he's gone.....

2moro gonna survey electric guitars with my dad...
Hope to bring home one electric guitar...hehehe....
Might be goin 2 johor 2moro too..!!!

till here...byez...

...aqh is still patient n will alwaez be...

2009-06-10T19:26:00.001-07:00

Yo!...Aqh is in the house y'all...
Its been a long tym...it seems i can see alot of spider webs in my blog....
I guess its tym to clean up my blog...
Hmmm....juz woke up lyk few hours ago....
Decided to on my comp...surf the net...n now im blogging...haha...
After this blog..im gonna watch GUNDAM OO!!!..
I juz love watching GUNDAMS!!!...it keeps me from getting bored...LOL..
Well till here..see ya guys arnd....

ITS BEEN AWHILE....I GUESS ITS TIME...LETS DO IT...LETS BEGIN...

Hey yarh!!

2009-04-11T08:32:00.000-07:00

Hey yarh,aqh is in the house y'all...
Back for more blogging...so let's start shall we...hmm..
See the pix up there,dtz my dream car...
It's the 1995 Mitsubishi Evolution 3 GSR 2.0 litre Turbo...
It's hardly found in Singapore nowadays...
Only the latest Evos can be spotted easily on the roads of Singapore..
I really hope to get and drive the Evo 3 one day...
Some people might think im stupid..
Who would wanna buy such an old vehicle...its such a waste of money..
But not for me,to me diz car is something special...
To put it simple,i would describe diz car as the Legend of all Evos...hahaz...
Do u guys know that there were only about 5000 cars of Mitsubishi Evolution 3 built in diz world...
So its a rare vehicle..and i hope to be the happy owner of it...
The only way to get an Evo 3 is buying it from Japan and import it to Singapore...
Diz requires quite alot of bucks..
So ive started planning on wad i have to do in order for me to get those bucks...
To work hard in life and get a good job...hahazz...simple as 123...
So once school starts im gonna focus myself and pursue my dreams.....
Hahahazz...till here...

U have to be strong with yourself...never give up hope....please have faith..its never the end of life...
Its just a test in life...juzt move on...its juz the beginning...do you know that ive still have feelings for you..
But i know you wouldnt see it...bt dts ouhkae...be strong gerl..aqh is here 4 u....Love ureself,U will love life..

Life???

2009-04-01T10:24:00.000-07:00

Yo! Yo! Yo!....Aqhari is in the house y'all!!!....
Wakaka...damn i speak lyk one hell of a rapper...
Hahahazz...dude, if i were to talk lyk diz..wad do u guys think?..huh.
Hmmm..i noe i noe....u guys would of course ask ureself...
Is diz aqh or izit sumone else ryte?...hahahazz...
Well it'll be cool if i could talk lyk one...
But to bad i don't speak good english...sniff2..
Cheer up aqh..u can always learn...
Hahahazz!!..yup2..
Well enough talk...hmm..lets blog about ytd....
But wait!!...lets see the tym now..hmm...
AHA!!..its 1.30am...and im not sleeping yet...hehe...
Im sick ytd till now..i juz can't sleep...haish...poor aqh...
Ytd i went to lpk wif the 786 bros..played monopoly...
Went home at around 8pm...
On the comp..check my tagged profile,went onlyne on msn and see my friends blog...
But seeing my friends blogs is sumtink dt always kept my mind moving...
U guys wanna noe why??..well when i read their blogs...
there is always sad stories goin on...haish...

Well till here readers..im off..

Never say life is meaningless...Never say negative about life...
Its all about you...you make the choice and u you don't turn back..
And its also about you making the right choice...
LOVE YOURSELF and u will LOVE LIFE....

Im a Blood Donor!!...

2009-03-15T07:08:00.000-07:00

Heys!!...elo readers!!...

Its mie aqh!!...back 2 blog....

Hahahazz...

2dae was a different kind of dae......

Coz 2dae was the dae that ive become o blood donor!!...

Hahaz!!....

My fren fatimah,ask mie 2 follow her 2 woodland cc 4 blood donation....

So i agreed..well its blood donating..so im doing it 4 a gd coz...

By donating blood,it can help save someone's life.....

And i wanna be those kind of ppl...

Hahazz....well till here....tcz

Those r some pix taken by mie....sorie 4 the blurry pix...

Im nt a pro cameraman...hahaz!!....

Back......

2009-01-27T10:06:00.000-08:00

Elo!!...y'all!!....

It's mie.....aqh...im back 2 blog....

HAHAHA!!!..........

It's been a long tym......

Well it's currently 2.08am on the 27 January 2009........

Y blog so late?..ans:Cannnot/Not tym yet 2 sleep

Y blog nw?........ans:Was using the comp so might as well blog...

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How was ure O's?...ans:DAMN!!..This is one question i dun lyk 2 answer(FAILED)

So wads next?.........ans:Move ON!!...Waiting 4 the school 2 call on the 29th Jan

School call?wad do u mean?...ans:..2 confirm if i gt 2 go sec 5 duh!...

Sorie uh..I see..so wad r u doin while waiting 4 the school's call?....ans:...Hmmm..juz enjoy myself at home...

Y didn't u go out after u get ure O's?...ans:I was grounded n i deserve it

Aren't u bored at home?...ans:well,at first i was cuz i dun get 2 mit my 786 bros but as daez past,i began realize sumtink dt I shud hav a long tym ago...

Wad izit dt u realize?...ans:U will noe when u encounter the same situation as mie(its nt meant 2 be told)

Hmmm..so do u miss ure 786 bros?...ans:yup2..of course!!...we r lyk a family alreadie!!!..

Wad about the 786 logo?Finish?...ans:Nt yet...but still working on it...I WILL GET IT DONE!!!...dun worry....

So wad r u gonna do today?...ans:most probably im gonna lpk 2dae with the 786 bros...

786 bros consist off who?...ans:Theres a total of 6 bros n they r:Ahmad,Akid,Aqhari,Syukri,Salihin,Zulkhairi

Wads their A.K.A?...ans:Ahmad-Spyke,Akid-Doraemon?,Syukri-Bopeng,Salihin-Zombie,Zulkhairi-Rayne,Aqhari-Ultra Tikus,Mesen Rumpot

Do you think 786 will last?...ans:...I believe it will last n i hope 786 stay tall n strong...

Do 786 hav probs b4?..ans:yes

Was it settled?...ans:yes

Was it settled in a hard,moderate or easy way?...ans:moderate...

Y do u think it can be settled?...ans:..Its bcoz we help one another n dts wad brothers do...n lyk wad i said,we r lyk a family,we stick 2gether no matter wad..

Does 786 hav a motto?...ans:yes

Wads the motto?...ans:SATU JIWA,SATU NALURI,PENDIRIAN SENDIRI

Dtz all.....hahahazz....

Well tc..will be bck...

Trust...

2008-07-29T03:47:00.000-07:00

Elo readers....
Here i am....muhd aqhari....
Gonna blog soon....hahazz.....ryte nw.....
Hmmm......
My daes goes darker everytym.....
The light only appears for awhile bt soon darkness covers.....
Haish.....well i gotta accept it......
Its fated to be this way.......haish......
All i can do now is juz 2 hav lotz of patience to prevent any bad things from happening......
Im also currently feeling so much regretment in mie.......
Wad i did was juz so dumb.......y was i such a jerk......
Haish....i didnt meant it to happen diz way....haish.....
Wad i've done,hav make u suffer alot........
Itz all bcoz of mie.......im to blame for all this......
Well now im sure some of ure frenz muz hav start to hate mie.......
Well itz ouhkae for them to hate mie.....coz itz my fault after all.....
I guess from now on u muz hav lost trust in mie ryte?....haish......
Eventhough u hav forgiven mie....i still feel rili bad......
Coz of mie u suffer alot.......haish....wad hav u done aqh!!!......
I dunnoe where to put my face......I'm ashamed of myself........
Nw it feels like itz hard for mie to talk to u.......
Even calling out ure name was hard.......haish....
I feel dt im such a bad friend to u....n u would think the same thing.....
Haish.....dt is y i dont dare getting close to u........
I rili cant make the move........
How i wish i could be like dt good friend u once knew....
I wanted be dt friend again....but i dunnoe if u will giv mie dt chance......
I noe ure suffering.....i rili want to help u.....like the old tyms.....
I cant bare to see u like this....please giv mie e chance to redeem myself...haish....

Hmmm....

2008-07-25T23:50:00.000-07:00

Here iam.....blogging...lol...
Hmmm......juz bored....so decided to blog......
Let's see.....haish....where shud i start....
Hmmmmm....ouhkaez.....
Here it goes........
This pass few daes my daes grows darker.......
Been having some problems lately.....haish.......
But i know i can handle it.....so dose ppl out dere....
Dose ppl who is reading my post.....dun worry......
Im gonna be ouhkae......I'll be strong no matter wad problems im about to face.....
Hmmm...also this pass few daes.....
i've been missing this friend of mine.....
Im also worried for this friend......haish.....
I've told my friend dt i woudn't bother her anymore......
Haish...y did i say it....hmmmm......
I read her blog.....n im even more worried for her......
It looks like her problem still not settle......
I noe e marks still dere in e heart.....her heart still hurts....
If only i could be there 4 her.....haish....bt im nt......
How i wish dt all her probs was on mie.....let mie handle her probs.....
Bt dt cant happen....she hav to do dis alone....i cud only advice her if i cud....

Heys,i noe ure still hurt..haish...but u hav to try 2b strong.....i noe u can...
I hav faith in u.....it takes tym....juz be patient....and never give up hope....
Coz hope will nvr be lost...trust mie on diz....u will overcome ure problems....
U will make it through.....so start wiping dose tears off from ure face.....
n put a smile on ure face instead......i still care about u....

im down...

2008-07-07T06:05:00.000-07:00

Here i am blogging.....

Haish......im juz feeling down......

Im nt myself.....wad hav i done?!......

I nvr knew it will end diz way or is dere more things dtz gonna happen?....

Bt one thing is 4 sure...i cant forgive myself 4 wad ive done.....

Eventhough u have forgiven mie,i still feel lyk bad bout myself....

U trusted mie n i let u down....

Ive broken ure promised.......haissh....

Am i good for nothing?!...am i......

I tink so.....im juz a useless fren 2b wif......

Itz always mie dt coz e trouble......ryte?....

Haish....i nvr knew i would hurt u in diz way.....

Y muz it b diz way......

To tell u e truth: All diz while,every single help dt i did was juz to show u hw much my feelings towards u are....Bt i guess u nvr see it.....i guess u are blinded by it....haish....wad can i do...lyk wad people sae,u dun always get wad u wanted most....and i tink dtz wad im facing.....bt no matter wad,i'll move n i will hide dose feelings i had4 u......

End.....

2008-07-03T08:19:00.000-07:00

Here i am....
Haish....
Juz feeling down........
Im ashamed of myself.......
Why am i such a fool.......
Im repeating e same mistakes all over again....
Why won't i learn from my mistakes....WHY?!...haish.....
All i can do now is juz keep myself quiet.....
I hope he noez ure feelings towards hym one dae....
He will...SOON...hrmmm.......
Haish.....well datz all...
Juz hope 4 e best......

Recovering...

2008-06-13T03:36:00.000-07:00

Aqh here.....
Haish.......
Still recovering from wad i did....
I dunnoe if i can forgive myself.......
Haish......=(
I never knew dt i would do such a thing.....
WTH am i doin all diz while........
Y didnt i realize diz at e first place?...y?.....
Bt itz no use asking myself all these questions....
Itz already been done......
Itz been fated 2 happen....
I hav 2 accept dt......
All i can do nw is 2 ask forgiveness......
Im ashamed for wad i did.......
I dunnoe where 2 put my face.....
Haish.....
Is trust n respect around mie nw?.....or izit gone for gd?.....
I dunnoe.....bt i hope these two words still sticks 2 mie.....
I've regret doin all diz.......
Now i wanna MOVE ON!!!........
Throw all e past AWAY!!!...........
NEVER recall e past AGAIN!!!......
All dose arguementz hav 2 end.......
Im begging from both of u......
Please...dun be such a hothead.......
It hurtz 2 see u2 lyk diz......
Both of u please giv in.....
Throw all dose anger within both of u......
Anger is both ure enemies.....
Listen 2 mie 4 crying out loud.....
I wanna start fresh!!.....
Letz all start a new dae 2gether......a fresh start....
Please...im begging u2...end all of diz.....
For all of us..............

Aqh wantz all 2b happy....
Let all past be past....
Aqh wantz us 2 move on.....

786

2008-06-11T09:00:00.000-07:00

Here iam...ive no mood to blog......haish......wad i did....i will nt forgive myself........aqh is gonna be away......i'll be back.....

Happie Birthdae Bro!!.......

2008-06-08T11:38:00.000-07:00

Here i am again..........
Wooohoooo!!!!..............
2dae is a very special.........
Itz my fren.......See diz guy on e left.....dtz hym...
Itz hys birthdae 2dae.....
He has turned 17yrs old 2dae......wooohooo!!!......
One more year 2 go bro.....hahahazz.......
U noe wad i mean buddy...hehehe......
Well,hope all ure wishes comes true......
I noe ure having some probs.......
But hey,cheer up kaez,bro.......
Everythings gonna be alryte.........
Juz hav lotz of patience...i noe u can do it.....
Ure frenz are here if u nid any help......dun keep it 2 ureself kaez......It'll make things worst.....
Trust mie....Every problemz has a solution.....so i noe ure probs are gonna be settled.....
It juz takez tym.....hehehe......n hey bro,im gonna buy 4 u sumtink 4 ure birthdae......juz sumtink in returned.....hehehe......im doin diz wif my gd intention=)......well...till here.....tcz.....

Im back...

2008-06-04T04:16:00.000-07:00

Im finally back.....blogging again....wooohooo.!!!....

Its been a while nw since i last blog......

Where do i start??.......

Hrmmm............

Ouhkaez.........

Letz talked bout 2dae......I hav english lesson 2dae........

Start at arnd 930.....i left my house at about 910...

Waited 4 my buz....waited 4 about 10mins.....

When i was in the bus,it was 918......dropped near yishun mrt...

Walked 4 about 5mins....Reach skul at about 929....

1min more b4 my lesson start....rushed up e stairs n heading towards e classroom....

I was shocked 4 a moment....I was standing at e door of my class.....

The lightz were off...no teacher...bt the fan was on.....

I was lyk''man y did i rushed myself for??.''.....

I was damn tired....i switched on e lights n rest on my table....

Aftr bout 10mins...my chinese frenz came...they walked in slowly....They asked mie where is the teacher.....i told them wad happen when i came....they were laughing....i laugh too....juz join e fun....My fren then said...''we wait until 10 o'clock..if teacher nvr come,we chow uh''....

I said ouhkae....all agreed....I kept looking at my watch...when izit gonna be 10 o'clock...

It was 2mins more to 10....when i was hoping 4 e best...my english teacher came......

We all seated down at our place...Listened 2 wad e teacher is teaching...bla2.......n we're off....

I went 2 follow my fren 2 my fren's crib...sat dere 4 awhile....decided 2 msg izah...asking her hw was she....her cousin juz passed away ytd....haish...pitied her....i noe she muz be feeling rili hurt.....i noe hw u feel....bt remember wad i said....stay strong.....hys nt lost,hys within u.....

Relax kaez....im here if u nid help.....so aftr i was tired of staying at my fren's crib,i went home...

Decided 2 eat first at e hawker stall....Met zul n hys frenz....sat wif them....they watch mie eat...

Aftr all dt....we head 4 113...akid,syukri,salihin n shahidah....it was arnd 1pm...dtz early.....

Soon ltr ahmad came wif hys new hair cut.....With dt hairstyle,u make mie remember dose tyms when u were in secondary school,ahmad.....hahaz....I left at arnd 130pm....i couldnt stay 4 long....

I hav my reasons...dun ask y.....haish......well till here....

@qh-@rie

I still.....

2008-04-01T05:18:00.000-07:00

Heyhey....here i am again....
Damn bored at home....
So decided 2 blog......n blogging rite nw.....
Hmmm.....letz talk about 2dae.......
Went 2 skul late 2dae.....Met mas....
Den waited 4 shahidah n her matair.....
They planned 2 go skul late....8plus enter....
Tk payah mark attendance.....
I said,i dun wan uh....i wanna get offence slip....
So we went 2 skul lyk 8 lyk dt....
Kt bustop nmpk raihana n sharifah.....
They were also late......
We all went in skul late....kimak....
Ferst tym siol....Ramai pulak tu....
Masok G.O,kena soal...den blablabla....
Went 2 met akid smua kt 116......isap rkk.....
Nga lpak,skali hujan.....den mie n ahmad decided 2 play bicycle.....
In the rain.....maen hujan sambil naek basikal......
Gerek uh....The way ahmad skidded hys bike.....
Wow!!.....cool man.....pro uh....wish i could do lyk hym....
I tried skidding my bike....den within a few seconds.....
I fell.....sakit siol kaki....cramp siak muscle.....puki uh....
Tpi tkper...try2...nnti leh uat nyer.....
I raced wif ahmad wif our bike......
Mesti ahmad menang sey......I enjoyed playing in the rain......
Hahahahahaha!!!........uat lagi uh klau hujan.......best uh....
Went home around 8pm gitu...blablabla......

Hmmmm.......itz been hw many daez already since we last talked....
I miss her alot......I still love her wif alll my heart.....
I wanted 2 talk 2 her,bt i juz can't.....I dun wanna disturb her....
I dun wanna giv any problems 2 her.....
I dun wanna interfere wif her life......i still looked 4 her in skool....
Bt she dosn't noes.....i wanna see her face....
Looking at her face,makes mie calm....makes mie happy....
I dunnoe y i hav these feelings......bt one thing is 4 sure......
I still love her...i still truly love her.....
Wanting her back,was wad i always wanted n waited....
Bt i kept asking myself...will she come back 2 mie?....
Itz always the same question.....
Bt lyk wad ppl say,u dun always get wad u wanted.....
Bt i'll wait 4 her patiently....
I juz hope shes fine...hope shes happy wif her life......
I still care 4 her....everydae,everynyte.....haish...coz i still love her....
Im sorie 4 wad i did 2 u dt tym...please forgive mie...
I MISS MY O-MATEZ!!!!!......i want us 2b lyk b4......
Welll till here......
Aqh tetap syg jah walaupun aqh bukan pilihan hati jah.............

Here i am....hehe....

2008-03-25T05:09:00.000-07:00

Heyhey......
Here iam.....Aqhaqh hav returned 2 blog......
The reason i blogged was bcoz my dearest jah,my syg....
Told mie 2 update my blog....well im blogging rite nw....
Hmmm...letz talked bout 2dae.....
Came 2 skul as usual....late 2 skul....tpi tk kena offfence slip.....
Hahahaazzz......baek uh......
Den sat down at parade square aftr morning assembly....
Class dismissal,sec 4E n5n stayed back....
Kena lecture by Mr Goh,our principle.......
We all waited 4 hys last words coz he was talking 2 much......
Mulut nk mintak kena tutop sak......
Aftr hys long lecture,took bout one period....den we went back 2 class.....
English lesson was at combined humanities room.....
Do group work.......kejap jer sey lesson den mathz......gitu gini....
Den it was recess tym,finally can mit my syg.........
when 2 canteen,sat down wif bib,den zul n arif came....
Wanted 2 buy my apple juice n bought 4 zul blueberry......
Saw mira n syg eating......so gav zul hys drink n went 2 them......
Talk n joke around wif them....aftr finished eating,we went off.....
Skali terjumpa si Mr Selvam.....siak uh.....omatez bukanyer nk tunggu.....
Maen jln jer......tpi tkper.....i was patient....dtz wad aqhaqh olwaez do.....
Aftr dt met zul,arif dey all.....we went up 2 4th floor....
Saw omatez....i wanted 2 mit wif them.....smpai tingkat empat jer....
Hilang dorng....pkai ilmu aper sak korng.....
Arif told mie 2 ask rkk from haizair,tpi skali haizair kena lectured by Miss Chua.....
Spoilt the program...tpi tkper.....den saw omatez again,jln tros nmpk....haizz....
Mcm nk maen catching pulak....i was damn tired olreadie....
Fir S came n met us.....n den heard Jufries voice shouting ''ARIF!!''....
Fir told us 2 run....n we all ran all the way till 1st floor......
Mcm bdk bodoh sak kiter....hahahaz....orng dh pnat.....
Soon the belll rang,it was POA tym.....haizz.....
Y didn't i drop at the beginning,nw muz continue.....
Bt wait i didn't dropped bcoz my omatez tell me nt too.....JIWA O-MATEZ......
For mira-o n especially 4 my syg sake i continued POA.....
During POA,i felt lyke i was back on track...i began 2 understand POA again....
Thx 2 OMATEZ....Aqhaqh SYG SAMA KORNG!!!......
Gitu gini...it was lunch tym.....ate watermelon ajer....hehehe diet uh,mcm phm....
Kt canteen kecoh siak.....tpi klaka jugak....hahahahahha
Blablablabla......Aftr achiever i called syg,ask her where was she?....
Blablabla......sedeh sey tk dpt tunggu i....i phm.....
Followed sasi home....den we went 2 buy rkk....winston red.....
Den sasi went home....so i was alone.....wif no where else 2go i sat under blok 145.....
Called my syg many tyms bt nvr answered,was beginning 2 worry bout her....
Scared wad could hav happened 2 her,bt i kept saying 2 myself nothins wrong wif her,she's fine...
Den called Akid,tkjwp...Called Salihin tk jwp...Called Ahmad baru jwp.....
Ask hym whether ader bdk lpak tk kt sane n he said no....
Called syg again n again....finally she answered....ask her where is she....
She said she's at NP wif her mum,adek n mira.....so i went 2 mit them at food court....
Salam smue n sat down.....syg's mum ask mie if i wanted 2 eat or drink....n i said no...
I wasn't malu....bt i felt lyk tk senang hati if syg's mum blanja mie....dunnoe y...
So we talked,joked around all....Syg said i was getting wild....n i kept asking myself,was i wild??
Hmmm....was it bcoz of ytd....wad i did 2u,syg......hmmm...
The reason i did dt was bcoz i still love you n i still wanna show my love 2u....
I rili dun wanna lose u.....losing u is 2 much 4 mie 2 take.....I love u wif all my heart....i mean it...
My heart remains wif u...i truly love u no matter wad......I will wait 4 u....trust mie....
I want us 2b 2gether lyk b4.....i hope gd tyms could come back.......
Well till here........

Byez.......

Tcz...........

Aqh syg Omatez!!!!!......
Aqh syg mira-O!!!!..........
Aqh syg dan cinta Jah-O!!!!!..............

Ku sentiasa mencintai mu....

2008-02-19T03:04:00.000-08:00

Heyhey....

Finally blogging again.....

Hahazz.....

Hmm...lets talk bout 2dae......

Went 2 skul wif my syg......

Miss her damn lotz.....

Hav nt seen her 4 daez...dts why.....

Met her at intrchnge.....at around 710am.....

Her buz was juz infront of mine....

We reach at the same tym.....

Then we walk 2 skul.....

We walked the long way 2 skul....

Syg wanted mie 2 go back gate....

Bt i say still early......she pulled mie...pulled her back....

Hahahahazzz.....

I said 2 her.....''Trust Aqh''.....dunnoe if she heard it....

We manage 2 reach skul on tym....

Den recess met her again.....accompany her....

She was wif her frenz..harizah all......

Den sumone threw ice on them.....

The canteen was lyk kecoh sial....

I noe hu threw the ice....dun wanna tell uh....

My syg started shooting ice at her frenz....kecoh lagi....

All her frenz grab her n they tickle her.....

Syg was laughing all the way....suker nyer dier....

The moment her frenz finished eating,we took our bags n chow.....

Syg was eating ice n was inside her mouth....den within a few seconds...

She threw it out n it was all over my face.....

I was lyk blurr sotong sia.....

nasib baek tkder orng nmpk...klau tk paisey siak....

Met her at 737 after my achievers...blablabla.....

Den we went home 2gether....sent syg 2 her house.....

Kissed her...n chow.....(ps:i nk lgi lamer laen kali).......

I walked home....at yishun park dere.....

Passed by northland primary......den went coffeeshop...

Buy nasi lemak 4 my adek....

Reach home around 530pm.....

On my comp.....check ahmad blog....check syg blog....go friendster....

Went 2 see syg's sister friendster profile.....

Looked at the picturez n found diz......isn't she cute..yup2 our one mnth was on valentines dae...

I luv u no matter wad.....ku sentiasa mencintai mu,ku korbankan diri ku untuk diri mu,jgn lupakan ku,Jgn tinggalkan ku,Kerana ku tidak mahu kehilangan mu....remember dt syg...U will hav the best of mie....Hope u do too......Till here...agh syg jah......

i love her

2008-02-12T05:27:00.000-08:00

Elo readers...
I'm back....
Hmmm.....
2dae is such a boring dae.......
Tkder orng lpak sak nari.........
Zul,haizair gt band......
Call ahmad Hp,tk angkat.....
Call Salihin Hp,angkat.....tell hym 2 go down.....
Tknk.....malas....siak uh......
Boring sia....
End up balik dgn imran....
Teman hym go kfc buy food 4 hys family......
Den we took 811 bus n went home......
I went one whole round....took bout 45 mins 2 reach home....
I pp8 low sia..left bout 4o centz....haish....
Can't msg my syg....can't call my syg.....
Gonna top up by 2moro...
Oh n 2dae is zul's birthday...hurray.....
HAPPY 16th birthday!!!......wooohooo!!!....
Nvr gt 2 bash u....when the tym cums i bash u 4 sure......
Punch my nose,i'll punch urez....juz wait....hehe....
2 more daez 2 valentine's dae....n also my one mnth wif my syg....
Hmmm.....wad shud i buy......nt confirm yet....by 2moro muz get sey...
Syg,i love u olwaez.....i will shower my love on u n into ure heart......
Ouhkaez till here.....byez....tcz.....
Aqh syg Jah......

Im missing you....

2008-02-07T05:37:00.000-08:00

Itz mie n you....

Heyhey....

Elo readers.......

Itz been more then one week...

Since i last post......Well here i am.....

Blogging again......juz 2 erase my boredom world......

See the pix on the left.....dts her,my syg....n mie.....

Diz pix was taken last year.....hahaz....b4 we stead.....

We were bestfriends......aren't we cute.....hehe.....

The reason i was bored coz i've nt met my syg 4.....

3 daez now......haish.....i miz u alotz,syg......

She went 2 east coast on tuezdae nyte.....

stayed dere 4 i tink 3 daez....dere's family gathering....

so didn't get 2 mit her.....haish....so decided 2 msg her....

We msg nt 4 long ytd.....den msg her again 2dae....Bt didn't reply.....haish....after awhile,finally received msg from her....

Her hp batt was low....no wonder can't msg....

So 4 the whole dae i didn't msg her......so bored without her...

Diz afternoon, i tink she called mie....nt using her hp......

Bt i didn't answer her call.....was goin 2 enter malaysia

already.....haish....wad a wrong tyming....WTH....

Im in a boredom zone,a boredom world without u,syg......

I miz holding u..i miz holding ure hand..i miz seeing ure face...

I miz dose lips of urez...the kiss...dose eyes of urez........

I miz seeing dt sweet smile of urez...dt laughter of urez....

I miz everything bout u.....i wan u here wif mie........

Im nothing without u..U olwaez brighten my daez...i dun wan

2 lose u....i wan u here wif mie...im sorie if i didn't layan u lyk

u wanted...bt im still trying my best...please syg...i still wanna

show my love 2 u....dun leave mie,dun 4 get mie........

Ure nt a burden 2 mie......u will nvr be a burden 2 mie.......

Remember dat....n please make the ryte choice....

If he happenz 2 wan u back,please think thoroughly.....

I noe u can't 4get hym...i can't stop u ....i understand how u

feel....bt juz make the ryte choice.....hu doez ure heart wans?..

Mie or hym?....Listen 2 ure heart carefully.........

Dts where u'll find the answer.....I noe the love he gave 2 u is

more than i did bt im here still trying....please giv mie tym....

please giv mie the chance 2 win ure heart...i love u alot.....

U are the main story in my own book...

U are the wind dt olwaez makez mie calm...

U are the starz dtz olwaez shinez 2 mie....

Itz juz an empty page without u......

My daez turned dark when ure gone.....

I nid u...be here with mie.....stay with mie....

I LOVE U,SYG....URE EVERYTHING 2 MIE......

AQH CINTA JAH...AQH SYG JAH......

haish...

2008-01-30T03:17:00.000-08:00

I didn't noe the dat day is 2dae......
I didn't noe it would rili happen 2dae.......
Haish.......
It was so soon....
I nvr gt 2 express my love 2 her fully......
haish....im rili sorie....
Im sorie.....4 making u feel neglected,syg....
im olwaez bzy......ive gt no tym 4 u.......
Wad the hell......
My feelings 4 u stays.....
It stays strong.....
U'll olwaez be in my heart....
U are olwaez on my mind......
My love 4 u will still continue 2 grow.....
Dae by dae.....
I sacrifice bcoz of u......u mean alot 2mie.....
I noe its hard 2 4get hym...
Im giving u most of ure tym now.......
Make the ryte choice.....
Choose wads ryte 4 u.....
I want u 2 be happy......
I dun want 2 see dose tears in ure eyes......
Im olwaez here 4 u when u nid mie......
If u manage 2 4get hym....
I will be here waiting 4 u 2 come 2 mie....
The door will olwaez be open u......
Itz only 4 u...no one else.......
Ure the only one i love.....
I'll treasure dose moments.....
All dose things we've done 2gether.....
I didn't noe it would end dis way...........
Haish.......
But life hav 2 go on.......
I hav 2 prepare 4 my o'levels.....
Syg be there 4 mie kays......
love u.....
aqh syg jah......

SYG!!!....

2008-01-27T03:41:00.000-08:00

Syg!!!!......I miz u!!!........
One whole day nvr msg u.........
Haish.......My pp8 low......Shit!!......
Haven top up......haish......
I can't wait 2 see u in skool,syg......
I wanna see ure face......
I want 2 hold ure hand.......
Dun wanna let u go......
I miz u!!!......
I miz u!!!......
I miz u!!!......
I miz u!!!......
I miz u!!!......
I LOVE U!!!!.........
AQH SENTIASA SYG JAH!!!!......

My Only One.....

2008-01-26T09:42:00.000-08:00

Elo readers....
Here i am again.....
Hhahahahahazzzz.............
Gonna write bout my syg.....
Bt lets write bout how i gt a crush on her....

Hmmm....
I've gt a crush on her since last year.....
When O-mates was formed.....qari-0,jah-o,mirah-o.....
On 27 september 2007.......
Hahahahaz......we were the best of friends.....
We went home 2gether,joke 2gether....all dat......
Everytym when i see her,i olwaes gt dis strange feelings.....
Bt i juz kept it 2 myself.....I dun wanna break sumones relationship bcoz of mie......
So i continue 2 hide my feelings from her.....continue joking wif her...
She olwaes laugh when i did sumtink funny......
Dat was where my feelings 4 her starts 2 grow........
Then it was school holidaes.....
We never see each other 4 a while....
I missed her alot.....Olwaes thinking bout her....
She is olwaes on my mind......
After a few months......school reopens......
The first thing i wanted 2 see in school was 2 see her face.....
Bt didn't gt 2.....
After a few daes....then i noticed her......
Hahahaz...everyone called mie dat i was sombong......
I didn't hav the intention.....i was patient.....
I knew they would stop n they did......
I missed my o-mates sey at dat tym......
My feelings 4 her still continued 2 grow.......
Ahahahahazz.......
Now we're 2gether......I love her alot.......
I dun wanna lose her......i want her in my life.....
Im nothin without her...She olwaes brightens up my dae.....
She is olwaes on my mind.....Her smile will nvr be 4gotten....
Her laughter will nvr be 4gotten....2 mie she's beautiful.......
2 mie she's everything......I promise nt 2 hurt u......
I wanna hav a long lasting relationship wif u,syg.......
I'll be dere whenever u nid mie....im olwaes here 4 u......
Dun leave mie ouhkaez syg.......i nid u in my life...
ure MY ONLY ONE!!!!...I LOVE U!!!SYG!!!!.....
AQH luv JAH!!!!......FOREVER!!!!.......

Hi!!........

2008-01-25T10:07:00.000-08:00

Heyhey......

Elo readers.........
Aqh here......gonna update my blog.....
Hhehehehehehe........
Wad should i ryte.......hmmmm.......
Lets see.......ahahhaz.....kk......
2dae....i did 2 common test papers....english n social studies...
In english test,we did comprehension....
It was quite easy at first bt it gets tougher n tougher......
Making mie more stress siak......haish......
I did nt complete it...
Didn't do 5 questions n only did a bit on summary.......
Im gonna fail 4 sure......ohno.......
Then my social studies test......didn't study at all...shit......
Gonna fail again.....Haish...Nt even one question i noe how 2 do.....
Dats rili bad ryte......
Sumtink else happened 2dae.....sumtink dat i didn't expected....
She did it in school when she met mie......i didn't noe u would do it.....
My mind when blanked 4 a second dere syg.....=)
My heart juz wanted 2 burst at dat point of tym syg....=)
I dun wanna lose u......ure everything 2 mie......=)
I'll be dere 4 u whenever u nid mie....without u,im nothin syg.......=)
I LOVE U ALOT!!!!....SYG!!!!.......AQH SYG JAH.......=)

hmmmm....

2008-01-20T04:24:00.000-08:00

Hi.....readers.....

Here i am......gonna post again......
Hehehehe...............
Hmmm.......dere's nothin much happening 2dae.......
Juz bored at home........In a BoReDoM ZoNe.......
Hahahahaz.........
Woke up around 12.30pm......First thing i do is msg my syg......
Won't4get her.....Say gd afternoon 2 her all dat.....
Then go shower......i lyk my soap....smells gd...hahahhaz....wadever...
Wore my ncc t-shirt,my pe short.......watch tv......
So bored.....thought of goin out....ajak my syg...bt can't.....
Muz mit my parentz...go eat....spoilt my program.....bt wad 2 do....
Syg told mie 2 spent tym wif my parentz....juz said ouhkaez.....
At around 530pm...met my parentz at novena square.....go eat at fork n spoon.....
Eat my favourite ban mian...yum2.....so full......
Decided 2 msg my syg....ask her wad she ate dis morning....
Epok2 she said....lost appetite of eating already due to smoking......
I thought of quiting wif her....both of us....can't quit,cut down....
Hope both of us manage 2 quit kaez syg.....love u....
Syg teach mie how 2 transfer money taw...ure pp8 dh low....nk giv u $5.....

Dats all readers......
Till here..........
@qh_21.....

HeyHey!!!....

2008-01-19T04:18:00.000-08:00

ELO.READERS....

Finally i've gt my own blog....woooohoooo!!!.....
I'm excited....hahahaz....wadever....
kk....2 all my readers...gonna let u all read my first post......
Lets talk bout 2dae.....hmmm.......
I was supposed 2 go 2 my sygz house....gt kenduri....
But i wasn't able 2 go....coz i was sick n also tired....
I slept around 6am....woke up around 315pm....hehehe...
Am i a sleeping beast or wad......
Was supposed 2 be at my sygz house between 3pm-3.30pm....
dats wad my syg told mie....
I really feel bad sey syg....i didn't turned up.....
But wad 2 do i can't come....
Hope u had a great tym 2dae syg....enjoying...camwhoring...all dat....
Hahahaz...........
I will olwaes luv u syg.....i will olwaes keep u inside my heart forever.....
Remember dat syg.....

Dats all readers....
Byez......tcz........
More post will come soon......
@qh-21.........