Friday, June 13, 2008
Aqh here.....Haish.......
Still recovering from wad i did....
I dunnoe if i can forgive myself.......
Haish......=(
I never knew dt i would do such a thing.....
WTH am i doin all diz while........
Y didnt i realize diz at e first place?...y?.....
Bt itz no use asking myself all these questions....
Itz already been done......
Itz been fated 2 happen....
I hav 2 accept dt......
All i can do nw is 2 ask forgiveness......
Im ashamed for wad i did.......
I dunnoe where 2 put my face.....
Haish.....
Is trust n respect around mie nw?.....or izit gone for gd?.....
I dunnoe.....bt i hope these two words still sticks 2 mie.....
I've regret doin all diz.......
Now i wanna MOVE ON!!!........
Throw all e past AWAY!!!...........
NEVER recall e past AGAIN!!!......
All dose arguementz hav 2 end.......
Im begging from both of u......
Please...dun be such a hothead.......
It hurtz 2 see u2 lyk diz......
Both of u please giv in.....
Throw all dose anger within both of u......
Anger is both ure enemies.....
Listen 2 mie 4 crying out loud.....
I wanna start fresh!!.....
Letz all start a new dae 2gether......a fresh start....
Please...im begging u2...end all of diz.....
For all of us..............
Aqh wantz all 2b happy....
Let all past be past....
Aqh wantz us 2 move on.....
hugged at 3:36 AM
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Here iam...ive no mood to blog......haish......wad i did....i will nt forgive myself........aqh is gonna be away......i'll be back.....
hugged at 9:00 AM
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Sunday, June 8, 2008
Here i am again..........Wooohoooo!!!!..............
2dae is a very special.........
Itz my fren.......See diz guy on e left.....dtz hym...
Itz hys birthdae 2dae.....
He has turned 17yrs old 2dae......wooohooo!!!......
One more year 2 go bro.....hahahazz.......
U noe wad i mean buddy...hehehe......
Well,hope all ure wishes comes true......
I noe ure having some probs.......
But hey,cheer up kaez,bro.......
Everythings gonna be alryte.........
Juz hav lotz of patience...i noe u can do it.....
Ure frenz are here if u nid any help......dun keep it 2 ureself kaez......It'll make things worst.....
Trust mie....Every problemz has a solution.....so i noe ure probs are gonna be settled.....
It juz takez tym.....hehehe......n hey bro,im gonna buy 4 u sumtink 4 ure birthdae......juz sumtink in returned.....hehehe......im doin diz wif my gd intention=)......well...till here.....tcz.....
hugged at 11:38 AM
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Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Im finally back.....blogging again....wooohooo.!!!....
Its been a while nw since i last blog......
Where do i start??.......
Hrmmm............
Ouhkaez.........
Letz talked bout 2dae......I hav english lesson 2dae........
Start at arnd 930.....i left my house at about 910...
Waited 4 my buz....waited 4 about 10mins.....
When i was in the bus,it was 918......dropped near yishun mrt...
Walked 4 about 5mins....Reach skul at about 929....
1min more b4 my lesson start....rushed up e stairs n heading towards e classroom....
I was shocked 4 a moment....I was standing at e door of my class.....
The lightz were off...no teacher...bt the fan was on.....
I was lyk''man y did i rushed myself for??.''.....
I was damn tired....i switched on e lights n rest on my table....
Aftr bout 10mins...my chinese frenz came...they walked in slowly....They asked mie where is the teacher.....i told them wad happen when i came....they were laughing....i laugh too....juz join e fun....My fren then said...''we wait until 10 o'clock..if teacher nvr come,we chow uh''....
I said ouhkae....all agreed....I kept looking at my watch...when izit gonna be 10 o'clock...
It was 2mins more to 10....when i was hoping 4 e best...my english teacher came......
We all seated down at our place...Listened 2 wad e teacher is teaching...bla2.......n we're off....
I went 2 follow my fren 2 my fren's crib...sat dere 4 awhile....decided 2 msg izah...asking her hw was she....her cousin juz passed away ytd....haish...pitied her....i noe she muz be feeling rili hurt.....i noe hw u feel....bt remember wad i said....stay strong.....hys nt lost,hys within u.....
Relax kaez....im here if u nid help.....so aftr i was tired of staying at my fren's crib,i went home...
Decided 2 eat first at e hawker stall....Met zul n hys frenz....sat wif them....they watch mie eat...
Aftr all dt....we head 4 113...akid,syukri,salihin n shahidah....it was arnd 1pm...dtz early.....
Soon ltr ahmad came wif hys new hair cut.....With dt hairstyle,u make mie remember dose tyms when u were in secondary school,ahmad.....hahaz....I left at arnd 130pm....i couldnt stay 4 long....
I hav my reasons...dun ask y.....haish......well till here....
hugged at 4:16 AM
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