Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Elo readers....
Here i am....muhd aqhari....
Gonna blog soon....hahazz.....ryte nw.....
Hmmm......
My daes goes darker everytym.....
The light only appears for awhile bt soon darkness covers.....
Haish.....well i gotta accept it......
Its fated to be this way.......haish......
All i can do now is juz 2 hav lotz of patience to prevent any bad things from happening......
Im also currently feeling so much regretment in mie.......
Wad i did was juz so dumb.......y was i such a jerk......
Haish....i didnt meant it to happen diz way....haish.....
Wad i've done,hav make u suffer alot........
Itz all bcoz of mie.......im to blame for all this......
Well now im sure some of ure frenz muz hav start to hate mie.......
Well itz ouhkae for them to hate mie.....coz itz my fault after all.....
I guess from now on u muz hav lost trust in mie ryte?....haish......
Eventhough u hav forgiven mie....i still feel rili bad......
Coz of mie u suffer alot.......haish....wad hav u done aqh!!!......
I dunnoe where to put my face......I'm ashamed of myself........
Nw it feels like itz hard for mie to talk to u.......
Even calling out ure name was hard.......haish....
I feel dt im such a bad friend to u....n u would think the same thing.....
Haish.....dt is y i dont dare getting close to u........
I rili cant make the move........
How i wish i could be like dt good friend u once knew....
I wanted be dt friend again....but i dunnoe if u will giv mie dt chance......
I noe ure suffering.....i rili want to help u.....like the old tyms.....
I cant bare to see u like this....please giv mie e chance to redeem myself...haish....

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